BonnieK, soemthing from your post struck me. It sounds as though you are only staying in this relationship for financial security. Would you say that is true? I only point this out because it sounds as though the relationship is a rollercoaster of emotion. There have been several women here who have taken a chance and walked away from financial security to learn that, survived, and are happier alone without the turmoil.

Just a little something to ponder. I hope I don't s o und harsh. Just a thought...

Also, I am more than happy to answer any questions you may have about faith, and I'm sure other women here would do the same.
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