Ari, I'm grateful you were brave enough to pour out your heart in search of advice.

I believe you get the message loud and clear.

Please do not see him when he comes searching for his guitar. It will probably be at time when he is in a lull with another women, and you don't want that.

I pray you will surround yourself with positive people who can uplift you during this difficult time. Why don't you make plans with a couple girlfriends for this weekend? Occupy your mind so you don't beat yourself up...and move on having learned you are worthy of receiving love and not just giving it away.