I can testify to the fact that hormones are totally haywire during menopause. THat happened to me with my "insane" episode. I used to say, "If I see a (certain car) with two people in it, then it will be a sign from God that our relationship is right. I would see what I was looking for and think all would be well. I was fooling myself, and not really listening to God at all. Just to my sex-starved, loved starved, emotion starved body! I know, I have been there.

Sherri