Newhope,

I have tears streaming down my face now that I have read your latest news. This is when my faith is tested the most. WHY CHILDREN??

My thoughts for you are TO LIVE!!!! Enjoy every moment and look for the lessons this little wonder has to offer. He was born for a purpose and you are surrounded by him and his love for his family. Try to learn from him now.

Living in the here and now is very dificult but work as hard as you can to do it. It is a peaceful place if you can maintain it.

God is with all of you now and we need to have faith in his plan. But from someone who is a breath away from where you are-I know there is anger too. Let it come and purge your self of it so you can enjoy your life with Jordan.

You are in my thoughts and my heart.

Lynn