I'm praying for you as we speak Francine...try with all of your might not to anticipate too much...things have a way of not being quite as bad as we think they will be...and these days I don't know anyone who really travels easily...so don't think you are alone in your feelings of confusion and upsetment...it will be over before you know it ...I won't stop praying until I know you are in Arizona ...safe and sound....