Thanks Dotsie,

My wonderful understanding Dr has told me, by the way he is a devout Christian, that I may need to be on anti depressants for the rest of my life, but never to feel bad about it. The secret is that I recognized the problem and got help for it before I did something to myself or someone I love. I am eternally grateful to him, and I wish my Mom had been given the same advice,she may have been spared a lot of pain.

Sherri