Mustang,
You're not alone in wishing you'd been better to people who have
now gone to be with The Lord. I'd be willing to bet that number is nearly unmeasurable. It isn't easy being human; I know I've said that before, but think it's oh so true! And many of us have many loved ones walking the Golden Streets of the Beyond. Blessings...!
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