Oh, and about praying in the middle of the night...I recall being in a Bible study when I was nursing my youngest and still feeding my daughter bottles. Someone recommended praying while being awake in the night. It made a world of difference during those years. Instead of being antsy and frustrated about being awakened in the night, I began feeling so very blessed to have the opportunity to be awake in the middle of the night holding my little bundles. Perspective is everything!