Hey Linda,

Thanks for your prayers, yes things are getting better in the sense that, you know how you hear spiritual truths all the time repeated but until someone says it in a certain way it may _ LOL- go over your head, well, I have always heard that you should give your life and troubles to God and I have always tryed to do that, but I was trying to do it by my own power and not letting the holy spirit work through me, but I have been reading this book called "A Message from God" by Retha and Aldo McPherson - and this book is really inspiring me and I feel like I have a fresh annointing of the holy spirit. This book is really showing me how to totally surrender my life to Christ, die to flesh, and awaken the spirit - I want Christ to work through me - like the bible says about the 10 brides with the lamps, I want to be the one of the brides that is waiting and ready for Christ's return...