thanks eagle


i know i finalie finalie lost wee A and was devistated BUT L was 3 mounths old! for all those years i could't carrie full term yet with L first time fell pregnant and carried full term. When i fell pregnant i could't even see what circumstanses would surround me when he was born, amazine coincidenses if they coinsidenses at all. I will say coinsedense becouse i don't know what else to call it, but i fear i would't have gotten through that inical period after A was away if it wase't for L and being his mum which ment i had to be sane and responsible as he had no other mum, know what i mean.

so from that start growes a freendship and a relashionship that good, bizzare at times becouse life is, but a good relashionship with him children generallie can be amazine teachers and especialie so if you have a bond like your describing with your grandkid. I would't think they have to be blood relatives either just bonded with them, i am glade you see that twinkle of familure mistchife.