Humlan, I remember very well how dearly you have spoken of your friend. She was much too young, and that was much too sudden. Humlan, you have had to carry too many burdens lately.
Maybe, as you said, her life wasn't giving to her what she needed anymore. Can you find comfort with other friends?
I'll be saying a prayer for you Humlan; a prayer to help you keep strong in these trying times.
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As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.
Goethe