I do feel as if he's still here... and it seems our relationship is unhampered and stronger, now. I will stand on this belief from now until forever... he woke me up with a good strong five-finger jab on my left shoulder the day of his memorial service... it was him, or an agent for him... whichever, it reinforced my belief in those we can't see. It was the third of such connections in my life (ones that I recognized, anyway).