Humlan, I know you'll get through this!! I had 4 kids grow up, go to college or jobs, and move far away. Well, not quite as far as your son but far enough for me. I'm in Ohio and have them in Pennsylvania, Nevada, Michigan, and one not too far from me (about 60 mi west). It's so hard!! I miss my gals but know they're on their own lives and paths now. But...the upside of that is, mom has more reason to go road-tripping wink