Hej E! I´ve read thru all the posts..and I can´t help but feel for you so much! The longing..the quiet..the stillness..and everything that is behind it at the moment.

Maybe you should delve in your books, sweetheart..because I still think that this is far from the end of the story. It´s all to erratic..unstable..everything that is coming from your son´s home. I think there are big problems brewing there..behind the closed doors..and when they erupt..they will be calling for you again..Analaya will be calling for you. And it will be up to you and your husband to decide what is right for the 2 of you and Analaya.

So..relax..breathe out..breathe in..slowly..fully..because your time will come again. All the signs are there..don´t you think?

Lots of angel hugs to you all!