It will be a year on Monday since my grandma died. I didn't relaize how much it would affect me until this morning. We were really close and I miss her all the time,I don't know what it is about anniversaries that makes it so bad. The hard part is I really have no one to share it with. With my other grandma, the whole family greived together, it just doesn't happen that way with my father's side of the family. It's not like I can't share or get comfort from others, it's just not the same. It just makes it even sadder. So ot won't be a godd weekend for me.