dancer, its fine some bits of music are so personal that the meaning or emotion best left privatlie, for a whole host of reasons.....
i have a few just for me songs too...

HUMLIN i hear what your saying about music strirring at the celluar level with no knowlage why, I heard one song in public but it obsesed me finalie found it and keep it for special times, its kinda choiral and its amazine. Whats more amazing is the effect it has on me...which is not like it has on everione ...
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