Absolutely and my thoughts exactly! I new I was doing things backwards but.....anyway, I think I'm going for a job immediately if not sooner. Once I can at least breathe and pay my bills I'll feel a lot better. Now I'm thinking still of doing my business on the side until I can completely afford to just be the grand queen of my home care. You're right...wayyy too much stress this way. I feel like I'm losing my marbles.
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If we couldn't laugh we would all go insane ~ Jimmy Buffett