Oh Lil,
I am so sorry. Try to be brave as you have said the whole story hasn't been told. Try to keep your faith intact and pray as I know I will be praying for Sonia myself. Having your strength to help her to remain positive is a blessing in itself. You can do it. You are one of the stronger women in this group.

I have found that looking up things on the internet helps me to understand things better, and also provides hope for cures, treatments, etc. Please know that we are here for you and Sonia and will be thinking and praying for you both.