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planned or not i am happie your heer. I bet so is your hubbie the people who read your books, the people who love ya etc...Life aint easie and i sure it wasent for you...depression a wee bugger becouse of how altered our thinking can become....
Spiritualy you weer planned maybee not by your mum but by a bigger force than her. None of us are accidents we all heer for a reason

i read your bit in "loss" and loved your post their reallie made me think and touched me....and rember stuff that had been for me even if it diffrent now.

celtic
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"Our attitude either gets in the way or creates a way," Sam Glenn