Searcher, all I can say is WOW. I was so clueless about the numerous ways Nicole suffered, and you right along with her. How did you do it? And how are you doing it now?

I don't mean to sound dramatic. I have lived through a few low blood sugar reactions with my husband that really threw me for a loop. I know the sharp memories that remain for the following weeks. The "what ifs?" and how hard it was to relax and not be a basket case thinking they can occur any night. How did you relax?

Are you relaxing yet?

And God bless you for reaching out to others in need. It's got to stir the memories yet you do it anyway. You are indeed a blessing.