Yes I feel so much better and am ashamed of myself for not taking charge of my illiness sooner. I acted like I didn't have any problems for years and it didn't bother me until this last time, BAM, but it got my full attention. The loss of my sight was the scariest thing ever to me and now with perfect control it has returned to what it was before so long as I keep my sugar below 150. Today I applied for and got a new job I am so proud of. I start in 2 weeks. I will post the info under Working Women.