Wow..., maybe not a bad idea to get this into my head now, it looks like it will be a reality. Not dwell on it, but prepare mentally and emotionally. Concentrate on those other interests and friends that have been somewhat neglected over the years. And the confidence, thats another thing that seems to wither. Seems only a few years ago I was so headstrong and didn't care so much what everyone thought of me, acquiring some gentleness is good but I think I've gone overboard. Regardless I know it will hit me hard.