On another note. I have been involved with a group of parents who share similar situations to mine. Acting out teens in trouble with the law, drugs, violence etc.
I joined this group just before my son turned 18.
He dropped out of school in grade 10, started doing crack cocaine, crime etc.
He spent most of his teen years in juvenile detention. It was this group that helped me strategize around how to get him out of the house.
I gave him three months before his 18th to either get a job, go back to school or move out on his 18th birthday. He just laughed at me and told me he was not going to do anything that I said. He had people over while I was at work drinking and doing drugs, he broke almost every window in my house when I would lock him out. Pawned my jewelry, TV, computer etc. I had to charge him to get the process started so I could get police assistance. Usually they would just pick him up but then drop them off downtown and he would come right back banging on the door night and day. Now they will hold onto him for a few days to give me some peace. It took years to get to this point. I never could have done it without the wisdom of these parents who had been there.
The best part about it is you are never judged in this group, just supported. Other parents with "good kids" just don't understand.
I have two great other kids, involved in sports, music, dance etc. Neither of them have ever been in trouble and are responsible, kind, and don't talk back. It's amazing but I think my son set an example for them of what not to be like. Sad for him but has been good for them. It is because of them that I had to get him out. My eldest was damaged by his raving alcoholic father, I didn't want my other two damaged by their raging older brother.
One day he will get it, but if he doesn't I'm ok with that. I used to get so hopeful and then have my hopes dashed. I am more realistic now. What the group helped me with most was to take care of myself and to realize that I can only change me. Only my son can change himself, I have no control over him. It took me a while to really let go .....I still worry and like to keep in touch with him but have really stepped back. Thanks for listening. If anyone is having trouble with an acting out teen and wants to email me please do, I have been there, done that and have the "T" shirt, and although I am no expert I can offer my support.
Kate