I understand completely! All these years hit all of us hard!
If I stop to think about my age, I can get really depressed.
So I don't think about it. I repeat over and over, Joyce Meyer's "Power Thoughts"; and I choose to believe the best is yet to come. If I remember correctly, I think U posted an article one time about "The Best Is Yet 2 Come!" A grandmother
had her family over for dinner and told 'em to keep their forks, saying, "The Best Is Yet To Come," meaning dessert of course. When grandma was in her coffin, they put a fork in her hand, symbolizing, "The Best Is Yet To Come." I never forgot this little ditty. We need to dig deep and stir up some faith when moods like this hit us! Love ya...
Throw me to the wolves and I'll come back
leading the pack.