Well, I'm writing another one off. I still like him, and will still see him, but I'm putting it in "his" lap now. We've had a long distance thing going for a few months and getting together is starting to be a hassle (I seem to care about it a lot more than he does). But he's wanting to go on vacation together (go figure). I was excited about that to begin with, but thought about saying "screw it, if you don't have time for me any other time, I don't think so."

I planned it though, and it's going to be a fun week. It's been a long time since he's been anywhere (he never has anybody to travel with), but I travel often. It might turn things around if we have some real quality time together away from work and home. Or it might not. I don't see a downside either way. Mentally, this morning, I let it go. If somebody else interesting shows up, I won't turn down the chance to move on.

I just wanted to whine for a minute. As always, thanks for listening!

Whirlwind