Just typing "asking for prayer" gives me a sense of hope, because it's been so long. I'm new here lately but have loved coming back over and over...reading and posting. This forum is one that I've purposely ignored until this morning. As some may have read, I was a long time pastor's wife whose world came crashing down about 6 years ago. Since then I've run from God more than anything. Yesterday, after 3 very difficult days, my husband and I were talking about faith which is rare. I told him how my inner peace and quiet heart left as soon as I walked away. I'm at the end now and feel I can't hide anymore. I need to begin my own personal walk with Him once again, even if it takes baby steps. Please pray that I can do this and be somehow among the faithful. I can feel so empty sometimes. Thank you, new friends