I've decided I'm going to put myself first. I start Yoga lessons tomorrow and I'm cleaning up my act...eating better and taking good care of myself. I'm going to get out more often and stop being so reclusive, something I tend to do. I'm going to connect with the positive, supporting friends and the ones who don't support me or bring me down are going to be allowed to float away, gently.

I had to go through some rough times before I arrived at this decision and sadly, there has been pain involved but that seems to be the only way I "finally get it." I'm a stubborn old cuss and believe in things much longer than I should.

I feel like I've been set free.