Thanks for your answer. I didn't want to go first. I would love to be married again or still but to a man that I was comfortable with. One that understood the sometimes workaholic in me, and my need and love of giving to others, people but especially to the animals. I relish the little married secrets that two people share, the smile from across the room, a soft touch of support. I miss that kind of thing the most. I think about being really old and ready to cash on my chips and having no one to hold my hand, to cry for me or miss me. I'm not counting my son here. I bet you never thought you'd hear me say I prefer marriage to being single...Nothing has ever felt as good to me as being someones cherished darling, friend and lover...