Thanks for trying Meredithead and to answer, I don't know. How can anyone tell. Look at Rock Hudson, so manly and handsome etc. and he was asd queer as a 3 dollar bill. I'd say he is heterosexual if I were to venture a guess. I do believe there is either a medical problem or a deep mseeded mental one. Since I no longer believe its me, I have accepted it and life goes on. Now if I were independently wealthy would he still be here, NO and thats the truth. I'd rather live alone, I enjoy my own company, no one to argue with. LOL