Thank you so much, Starting Over, I'm on an emotional roller coaster right now. I feel trapped and misunderstood, so many feelings stirring around in there.
Today on the way home I was just thinking how great it would be to just have someone want to go to church tonight with me or want to just sit at home and hold me while we watch TV or ask me with a smile how my day was.
I'm so sad sometimes.
Instead, my daughter, grandaughter and I went to the Y while my husband went to the bar....
I bought food for all of us and brought it home.
I feel like everyone depends on me. I'm not allowed to show how I truly feel and if I cry, he says, "That door swings both ways."
No sympathy, no love or affection. I guess I'm feeling sorry for myself tonight. Sorry.
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.