I guess you could call me the b-witch on this forum as I do tell it like I see it and that woman probably meant well but personally where are children are concerned we can't have enough emotion about them, good or bad or mixed, whatever. You speak your mind and to hell with anyone that dare criticize you for it. I think so often of my sons when they were just little guys, thats very normal and I think necessary especially when we are away from them. I remember how beautiful my rosey chubby cheeked Mark was as he would put those little arms around my neck and say, "mommy I wuv you." I haven't seen Mark now for 11 years and wonder if he will ever love me again. Where are your children and why are they not with you, maybe thats private and if so forget I asked. You keep on thinking and feeling whatever you waqnt and your personality is no one business but yours. I find you a very sweet person...