No my gims..I don´t want to yell and get angry at you or anyone..now or ever.

What I meant was that I understand totally that mamared is all over the place..so am I most of the time when things are tough. So it´s ok by me..and very very understandable.

I just wanted to help her be aware of all her differing thoughts..because they can be so difficult at times..nothing more.But they can also be illuminating.

Are you with me now?? Don´t make me cry here..I have so close to tears most of the time right now.

Love.
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"some sacred place.."