Copygal,
Saw your blog. I can't believe I've found someone who understands. My exact feelings! I lost my husband suddenly alittle over 2 yrs ago. I'm coming out of the fog of the first year plus and am trying to find my way to a new life. I find this almost impossible to do but have no choice but to continue trying. Please continue. Though I often feel I'm the only one like this and noone understands, I know there are many of us. I'm sure I will return and post many times. I'm thinking or writing.