Iris,
I was married 14 years, when my guy found a cute little blonde he liked better. I'm sorry you have to go through this. But whether it's 33 or 14, it isn't easy. I've been remarried for over 25 years to hubby number two, and I still think about and dream of hubby number one, occasionally. There's nothing easy about break up, no matter how long you've been together. I know you're in all of our prayers. God bless!
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