it may be difficult for you to do any emotion bound to get in the way of this dr visit but if you can manage it do it regardless of how you feel...i do hope it goes well for you and it is tough waiting to be better specillie when your feeling like its hell but it will come...

if i had a majic wand then i use it for you to feel better today...but untill that happens..
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"Our attitude either gets in the way or creates a way," Sam Glenn